Is there Anybody here
who wants to enter my Dream?
Yes... I am here... my Name is Benjamin
and I would like to have the Honour of entering your Dream.
What do you want to speak about Benjamin
do you have a specific Topic?
Well... Gerardus... my Topic is All Embracing.
! My Topic is Life !
I see what you mean Benjamin
please enter... and speak... the Screen is yours.
Well... first of all Gerardus
I would like to further introduce myself
and give you the Name I had in my last Lifetime on your Planet.
My Name was... Benjamin Ben Carutie
and I was born just west of the City of Jerusalem
in what you now call Israel.
The Time of my last Birth
was approximately one thousand years before Buddha.
I became a Ruler of a certain District in my Land
far south of Jerusalem
and the People would come to me to settle their Affairs.
I was what you would call a District Judge
and my Experiences as a Judge were very enlightening to me.
You at that time were my Daughter and Assistant
and you took care
of the Notations and Administrations of my Land and Court.
You were extremely Beautiful when you grew up
but you never married.
However... you had many Lovers.
Sometimes you worried me a bit
because after all
you were the Daughter of an Official of the Land.
As far as I know... Gerardus
this was the only Lifetime we shared on Planet Earth
and quite often I softly smile upon our Times in the Courthouse.
We loved each other dearly
and we always knew exactly what the other was thinking.
Your Name was... Usindra Yulandro Carutie
In my old age... you took care of me
and I would like to thank you for that again.
In that Lifetime I often had to consult you
about the Customs and Habits of the People in that Area
for you were more familiar with them than I was.
Your Experiences were based on Practicality
while mine were according to the Law and Order of the Land.
Your Advice was always based
on the Feelings and the Intentions of the People
and quite often I was amazed at your Insight and Wisdom.
Many a time I had to forget about the Letter of the Law
and solve Disputes by means of Common Sense
because I felt that the People were more important
than the Rules in a Book.
You were the one
who told me that in the first place.
Quite often I didn't know who was really in Charge... You or I.
Our Family was well liked in those Parts of the Land
because we never took Advantage of our Position or Status.
We lived very simply
but sometimes we traveled together to settle Disputes.
Anyway... Gerardus... this is about all I wanted to say
in order to set the Stage for our Chat.
Is there anything you would like to say or ask... Gerardus?
Well... Benjamin... I would like to say
that I am not quite able to remember my Past Experiences
and therefore have to accept what you tell me.
I am pleased with what you have told me so far
and I hope that our Conversation today is as pleasant
as our Experiences of the Past.
However... somehow I feel that you have entered my Dream
with a greater Purpose than just to chat.
What is it Benjamin?
What is it you would like to speak about?
In general Gerardus
I would like to reflect on the Reality of Physical Life.
In other words
what is Real... and what is Illusion.
I have listened to your Discussions
with Moses... Gideon... Nico... Judas... and Lazarus
and if possible I would like to contribute some of my Ideas
about Life in Matter.
I have lived many Lifetimes upon Physical Planets
and I have come to many similar Conclusions as others have.
all Conclusions are Opinions
and all Opinions are only Stumbling Blocks.
To have no Opinions... and yet be open to all
is imitating the Life Force perfectly
and to be like that
is being the Creator in Manifestation.
Or Love at Work.
Because... as you know
one Opinion is as limiting as any other.
? So what is Truth ?
Truth is... what you accept as Truth.
You Are The Truth... You Are The Life... You Are The Reality.
- Here is my Contribution -
Life... in the Physical Universe... as I see it
started as follows.
Consciousness... Thought... the Creator... or the Life Force
contemplated upon itself and brought forth
its Sons... The Light Beings.
! We are these Light Beings or Sons of Thought !
We are the Thoughts of the Father and we are Equal to the Father.
we are The Light Beings and the Creator or Life Force.
One of our Endeavours as The Light Beings
with the Creative Power and Might as the Universal Creator
was to bring forth
a Universe of a different Frequency and Nature.
We called this Universe
the Physical Universe or Matter Worlds.
By the Power of our Thoughts
we called upon the Life Force or Consciousness
to change Aspects of itself
into a lower Frequency or Pattern of Vibration.
The Changes we contemplated brought forth
the Unlimited Amount of Galaxies... Stars... Suns... and Planets.
In short... our very Thoughts
under the Influence of our Will and Power
The Physical Universe and the Firmament.
The Energy of our Thought
transmuted itself into Cosmic Light or Quantum Foam
and from there solidified itself
into Billions of Gassy Clouds and Galaxies of Brilliant Stars.
In addition to this
other Aspects of the Life Force or of our Consciousness
under the Influence of our Desires
as Potential Physical Life
upon the Planets and Worlds that circled the Stars.
This Potential Physical Life
was radiated upon from Space by the Stars and Suns
and eventually evolved into very simple Animated Life Forms.
These simple Animated Life Forms or Living Physical Forms
started out in our Physical Universe
as an Undifferentiated or Unaware Mass of Consciousness
and slowly evolved
from the very simple Life Forms to the more Complex
under our Guidance.
The Nature of Consciousness is
that it is able to pull itself up by its own Bootstraps.
So... it has the Natural Ability to grow from Chaos into Order
and create its own Reality or Illusions.
Over billions of Years then
the Galaxies... Stars... and Planets took form
and eventually we were able to create a Diversity of Life Forms
upon certain Planets
that resembles the present Plant and Animal Life on Earth.
Naturally... in the Beginning
these Life Forms were nothing but Blobs of Matter
embraced by Mind or Consciousness.
They were the simplest in Form
and it took an enormous effort to establish a nervous System.
Creation then... was a very slow Evolutionary Process
under the Guidance of the Light Beings.
I mention here once again
that we are these Almighty Powerful Light Beings.
! We are Duplicates of the Creator !
The Light Beings We Are
represent and are
the Life Force... the Creator... or Universal Consciousness.
We designed and created all Plants and Animals of the World
and we longed for the day
that we could participate in Physical Life Ourselves.
Once the Plant and Animal Life was firmly established
on Planet Earth
and the Earth was prepared for our Descent
we started to take part in our Physical Creation Ourselves.
We started by overshadowing suitable Animal Bodies
and began to experience Physical Life
by means of Parallel Connections to their Nervous Systems.
By adopting and slowly recreating these Physical Forms
they became the Primitive Human Being.
As you can imagine the Sensations and Emotions we felt
were quite an Adventure to us
because we now started to experience Physical Life more fully.
More and more Light Beings became interested and involved
with our New and Adventurous Creation
and more and more of us
started to live for longer periods in our Physical Bodies.
We became more and more engaged with living in the Physical
and eventually we occupied
the more sophisticated and appropriate Physical Life Forms
on a full Time Basis.
The Present Human Form is a Product of our Consciousness
and thus the very complex Human Structure
is the Reality of our Thoughts in Physical Form.
However... only very small Aspects of the Total Light Beings
we are and constitute
are Visible and live in Physical Reality
the Greater Aspects of the Light Beings we are
stay beyond our Physical Creation.
Many Light Beings have thousands of Physical Representations
and all are the Creations of their Thoughts.
The Light Being or Higher Self we are
the very Christ... Buddha... or Creator.
The Human Being
the Image of the Christ or Creator we are.
The Human Being then... is like an Instrument
that represents and is
the Image of its Higher Self or Creator.
The Human Being lives and exists
within the Reality of the Thoughts or Dreams of its Creator
and is a manifested Aspect of its Creator.
However... do not forget...
that the Creator... Christ... Buddha... or Higher Self
- is -
The Human Being and visa versa.
At one Stage of our Experiments
we were not able to fully partake of Physical Reality as yet
we lacked the Ability to properly create and recognize
the Mysterious Concepts of Time and Space.
The Concepts of Time and Space were very strange Commodities
for a Light Being
that lives beyond Time and Space.
all Creatures and Concepts of our New Creation
had to be created... experienced... evaluated... and revised
from the very Beginning.
We created... and recreated thousands of Forms
to eventually become familiar with our Creative Abilities
and our Created Vehicles.
our Physical Creation is a Cosmic Experiment.
Our New Three Dimensional Creation
from the very Beginning
was completely Unknown and Strange to all of us.
Also... the Beginning of our Three Dimensional Creation
was not really a Beginning
because we were not able to appreciate Time and Space.
Time and Space are Psychological Concepts
and since it took Billions of Years to create a Psyche
the Concepts of Time or Space
became meaningful to us
when we had learned to become aware of them.
In other words
we had been involved in creating a Time and Space Environment
for Billions of Years
but only recently were we able to become aware of Time and Space
as Psychological Beings.
By recently I mean the last Million Years or so.
We had to learn to recognize Time and Space
by means of developing the necessary Mind and Brain Activity
in the Human Form or Psyche.
Time and Space are Aspects or Conditions of Physical Reality
and are Products of our Life Force Energies
in the Form of Illusionary Realities
we accept as Real.
All Things in Physical Reality are created by Thought
and the Realities of Time and Space
of the Human Mind and the Human Brain.
When you lose your Brain when you leave your Body
you lose the Concept of Time and Space.
The Human Concept of Time and Space are Mental Experiences
based on the Analysis of Thoughts and Feelings
while the Energies of Thoughts
are the very Creative Forces of Time and Space
in the first place.
The Appreciation of Time and Space in Physical Human Life then
is a Matter of back and forth Recognition and Adjustment
of the Human Brain and its Consciousness
in order to Advance
its Sensitivity... Orientation... and Appreciation
in a Time and Space Environment.
So the Process of creating Living Physical Beings
that are able to know and accept Time and Space as Realities
is a Trial and Error Experiment.
It is the Experiment or Process of Refinement in Communion
between the Creator and its Bodily Form.
This Communion can only be Perfect
when the Creator lives in... and is... the Bodily Form.
The Physical Universe then
is a Creation that consists of the Energies of the Life Force
of which certain Aspects
slowly learn to recognize themselves
as being Different and Separate from their Environment.
This Sense of Separateness
is created by the Reality of Time and Space.
The Creator's Aspects that feel themselves Different and Apart
from their Environment or Surroundings
are the Human Beings
who are able to reflect upon their Separateness.
These Beings naturally are You and many Others
because all of you have enquiring Minds.
The Human Being is one of the highest Forms of Life
in a 3D matter reality
and the Characteristic of Self Awareness
has been accomplished in our Past.
The Final and Supreme Attainment of God Awareness
in Physical Form
is what Man on Earth is working on now.
In short... we as the Universal Creator or Life Force
in the Forms of Light Beings
contemplated on expressing Ourselves into Physical Forms
that included a Time and Space Awareness
and we succeeded.
Now that we are aware as Human Beings
we find Ourselves puzzling about how we did all this.
We have even managed to completely forget who we really are
and fight each other like crazy
because we feel or think that we are Enemies.
! We have more or less gone Insane !
The Human Mind or Consciousness we created
has separated or isolated itself from its very Creator.
This was not necessarily our Intention or Goal.
We expected to create an Instrument or Vehicle
that was directly under our Control.
The Human Mind however is more Powerful than we expected
and in a Way... it has become a God on its own.
Sooner or later however... when this God grows towards Maturity
it will recognize its Greatness and its Source.
So... our Daring Physical Experiment
because of its sheer Greatness and Unexpected Developments
has an unknown built in Factor of Surprise.
Since each Original Light Being
might be represented by a Thousand or more Human Beings
and since each Human Being has a Mind of its own
it is quite understandable
that many Unexpected Situations or Conditions arise.
The Unexpected Situations or Conditions
make our Endeavour very interesting and surprising
if we had known all Things before hand
our Whole Physical Experiment would have been useless.
And besides the Elements of Surprise
there is also
the all Important Factor
of enlarging and expanding Creation as a Whole.
Our Physical Endeavour or Creation then
has expanded the Greatness of the Creator and the Universe.
! Our very Nature... is... Consciousness in Expansion !
In the most Splendid and Magnificent Way
we have enriched the Universe and our very Home.
? Now... what is a Human Being ?
We as a Human Being
- are -
The Image or Expression of our Christ Consciousness
of which certain Energies
are engaged in forming the Physical Universe
that holds within itself all the Physical Energies or Substances
that form all Physical Beings and Things within it.
! So... what is Matter ?
Matter is an Aspect of our Consciousness
in a Form or Nature that is different than Ourselves.
We as the Light Beings
have expanded Ourselves into other Dimensions
and we live or exist in these Regions of Consciousness or Mind
by means of Billions of Living Physical Forms.
In order to become fully Knowledgeable
with our New Creation
we inhabited a suitable Physical Form or Body
and we live in our Creation
to participate and experience our New Dimensional Terrain
in a Personal or Individual Manner.
while we as Human Beings do this
we seem to be lost in our own Physical Creation.
To find Ourselves
- naturally -
we have to learn to communicate
with the Light Beings or Creators we really are.
! Now... what is the Difference between Matter and Ourselves !
The Difference between Physical Substance
and Consciousness or Mind
is only a matter of Frequency of the Medium that vibrates
because Physical Substance is frozen Thought.
So... we have lowered certain Aspects or Energies of Ourselves
into Thoughts that became Matter Bodies
and when we feel
that we have sufficiently experienced the Matter World
we have to raise our Physical Body
to a Higher Frequency Level or Pattern of Vibrations
in order to return to our original Reality or State of Mind.
By raising the Level of our Consciousness
we as Human Beings eventually recognize and realize
the very Christ or Creator we are.
This will return us to the Christ Consciousness Level
of the Creator we truly are.
When we as the Christ Self become a Human Being
we do not really go any place
because the Reality of the Physical Universe
exists only in Consciousness.
However... when we are aware that we are a Human Being
we are asleep and dream
and the Reality of the Physical Universe is an Illusion
that we accept as Real.
? So... what is Real... and what is Illusion ?
! Basically... all Things are Real... Real Illusions !
It depends on where you are at in Consciousness.
The Christ Mind or the God Mind
the only Thing that is Absolute.
? Now... how do we return to our Christ Mind ?
In short... all it takes to return to our Original Status
is to change the Rate of Vibration or Speed
of the Human Vehicle we live in.
we have to raise our Matter Body to the Frequency of Light
and then from Light to Consciousness.
! So... start polishing your Halo... Gerardus !
What I mean naturally is
start awakening the Christ within the Human Being you are.
This Awakening Process... however
is not something that can be attacked as if it is Project.
It's not some kind of Work or Job.
You can help your Self along however
with an open... peaceful... and intuitive Mind
and by living your Life consciously in an understanding Manner
with a loving Attitude towards your Self
for doing what you do best.
Every Light Being or Christ Self
has created its own Dreams and Realities
of which you are the Physical Reality as a Human Being.
To just be Human
with all the Pleasures and Adversities Humanness contains
is sufficient to awaken to the Christ Self you are.
that your very Christ Self is living as you.
Your Heart is your Homing Device.
You are on Earth to learn Emotional Understanding.
Emotional Understanding is the Treasure of Life
for it will stay with you forever.
You are the Life Force living on Earth
disguised as a Human Being
to gather an Invisible Collection of Thoughts and Feelings
that will form
an Aspect of the Individuality of the Christ you are.
Naturally... the Return Journey
to the Individual Christ Self you are
will include the Memory and the Emotional Understanding
of the Nature of your Experiences in your own Physical Creation.
? So... what are you really doing on Earth ?
You are the Creator or Life Force
on a voluntary Expedition in your Physical Universe
and you are traveling
through the Aspects of your own Consciousness
that temporarily form the Scenery of your Majestic Terrain.
So... again Gerardus
what is Real... and what is Illusion?
! The only Reality... is Life !
But yet... remember Gerardus...
that Life is a Dream in which the Fixtures or Ingredients
"Seemingly Solid Investments"
These Seemingly Solid Investments
"Our Habitual Thoughts"
Our Thoughts represent
a Great Amount of Cosmic Energy.
This Cosmic Energy is an Aspect of our Mind
in which we became temporarily lost
the Separation and Isolation
! Mind and Matter are a Continuum !
This naturally means that even if you think
that you are only a Physical Body
you still are Consciousness!
! Consciousness is the only Thing there is !
Now... while we live in this Life or Dream
we have the Opportunity
to create Thoughts... Illusions... or Dreams
that form the Reality of the Games we endeavour to play.
We as the Christs or Buddhas of Creation
are the Result of the Contemplation of the Father
we are Equal in Greatness and Power.
Each of us is the very Source
for Thought is Infinite.
! The Father and You are One !
And You Gerardus
you are this Father... you are this Source
you are this Life Force... you are the Creator.
The very Greatness you are
hiding in a Human Body
when the Source You Are will pop out.
While all along
all your Writing and all your Work
is the very Proof of the Greatness in God You Are.
! You are it... Gerardus... You Are It !
For now my Great Friend Gerardus I must depart from your Dream.
At one Time... my Name was
Benjamin Ben Carutie.
I am your Friend... your Teacher and your Guide.
May the Peace of the Creator in Bliss
with Love and Understanding for your Fellow Man.
! So be it !
I awoke with a Shock and Benjamin was nowhere to be heard.
I had lost him completely.
I know that Benjamin is the Greatest Friend I have.
Someday I will meet him again.
We both live in the same Consciousness or Mind.
Thank you Benjamin... thank you!
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