do you know who entered my Dream the other Day?
! Nobody else but Judas !
Judas and I had quite the Conversation.
And you know what... this Judas... is Magnificent.
He is brilliant in Metaphysical Insight
and his Explanations are extremely easy to follow.
The most precious Quality Judas endows
is the Quality of Honesty.
Besides his Honesty... he is a Warm and Loving Person.
Of all People in the Universe
here he was... entering my Writing Dream.
Anyway... I'll let you read what he had to say
and as you will see... we had a very informative Discussion.
Here is Judas....
Gerardus my Friend... I am Judas... I am the Forgotten One.
I have come in the Name of Honesty
in order to straighten out the Misleading Stories
that have been repeated and repeated for Centuries on end.
I have come to tell you my Story
for the First Time in almost Two Thousand Years.
It is Time to hear what I have to say for a Change.
In the first place... I want to make it absolutely clear
that I have come to enlighten you
not in order to clear my Name or Identity.
Because there really is not anything to clear as you will see.
Well Gerardus... as you already suspected
what People have been saying about me for Centuries
"The Poppycock of Churchianity"
and the Gist of it makes up a very nice Fairy Tale.
Since you have always been curious about me
I have taken the Liberty
to enter your Dream and introduce myself
so that you personally may evaluate the Character I am.
I suggest that your Readers however
be very Skeptical and use plenty of Sound Judgement.
So... what I would like to do
speak to you while you dream and write
you may interrupt and ask questions any time you want to.
This was the first opening Judas gave me
and right away I welcomed him into my Dream Domain.
I told him that I felt very pleased and honoured
to have him participate
in my Revelations about the Gossip of Churchianity.
Some of this Gossip is so well liked
that People all over the World are dying for it.
And naturally... because of it.
So... Judas... I said
let me ask you a couple of Questions first
and you can weave your Story around them while you answer me.
It's a Deal... Judas said... it's a Deal.
This is what I asked Judas.
Did Jesus exist... and if he did... what kind of Being was he
and what was your Relationship with him?
Well... Gerardus... I'm afraid that the Story I have to tell
is a long one
but I know that your Questions will be answered
while I tell my Story.
So... here we go...!
About a hundred years or so
before the Jesus of Churchianity was supposed to be born
the Real Jesus was born.
He was born amidst a Group of very Advanced and Aware People
who at that Time were called... the Essenes.
The Birth of this Individual was a Cosmic Event
because this Individual Being was to live his last Life on Earth.
! This... my Friend Gerardus... does not happen every Day !
The Great Birth was announced and witnessed
by many Older Brothers and Intelligences in the Universe
after the Completion of this last Lifetime
this Great Being
was going to be accepted by these Brothers as One of Them.
The so called Star of Bethelehem was a brilliant UFO
and this Cosmic Display of our Sky Brothers
was fully warranted
the Occasion of this Birth was indeed of Cosmic Proportions.
At that Time it was very rare indeed
that People were able to reach the Level of Awareness
that is now called... The Christ Consciousness.
Before that Time it was called many other Names
and as you can imagine
it probably will be given different Names again in the Future.
This Great Being then... either by the Name Jesus or Hesus
was born into the World amidst a Group of Individuals
who were well advanced themselves in the Arts of Life and Love.
His Father and Mother... naturally
were carefully chosen by this Incoming Individual
it is very important to have a Suitable Start
in order to complete the necessary Training in but one Lifetime.
The Infinite Soul of Jesus
already had thousands of other Incarnations
the Jesus Personality was the last One.
So... the Jesus Personality was the Crowning Event
of a long History of Incarnations.
! You see Gerardus... Jesus was born knowing !
This... at that Time
was called... being born... The Virgin Birth.
He came to live his last Lifetime as a Human Being.
He knew who he was... and what he came to do on Earth.
Naturally he was conceived in the normal fashion
and in no way was his Mother ignorant of Sexual Intercourse.
To be born knowing... Gerardus
Being Born Consciously
from one Dimension into the Other
is indeed the Peak of an Enormous Accomplishment.
As you know... All of Us
are working towards this Feat of Consciousness.
By the way.... by using the Words... All of Us... I mean
The Great Souls We Are
and not the Personalities we happen to be right now.
So... who was the Being we call Jesus?
The Jesus Personality
was the last Incarnation of an Infinite Soul
and this Soul... thereby... would finish its Biological Path.
It would be awarded then... the Title "Christ"
and from that Time on
this Individual would be accepted as a Fully Realized Son of God.
An Individual like this
functions from the Higher Dimensional State of Being.
this State of Being permits you to enter
from those Dimensions into the Third and back at will.
In other words
you are able to function
beyond the Limitations of Time and Space.
It is also called... having reached
The State of Buddhahood or The Christ Consciousness Level.
All of Us are working towards this State of Being
and in not too long a Time
many other People on Earth will be able to demonstrate
the same Super Human Feats.
Anyway... I will continue my Story.
To prove that this Soul had reached this Level of Development
it had to undergo an Initiation by his Teachers.
This Initiation... at that time
consisted of being tied to a wooden Cross with Leather Straps
for three Days
during which the Initiate would enter other Realities
including many Higher Dimensions.
The wooden Cross resembled the Roman Number Ten
which meant that the Initiate
The Full Cycle... from One to Ten... in Physical Reality.
In other words
Jesus was returning to Himself again.
This naturally meant
that he had finally fully Realized his own Greatness
as the Universal Creator in Physical Form or as the Son of God
and could prove that this was so.
The Initiate then... was tied to a Cross for three Days
and during this Time left his Body.
His Teachers and Guides
naturally looked after the Body while the Initiate is away.
After Three Days he is supposed to return to his Body
and report to his Teachers
where he had been... what he had seen
and show them the Signs that were given to him.
If you are able to do this
you have completed the Initiation... called the Crucifixion.
So... here we have then... an Individual Soul or Greatness
who by sheer Hard Work... Study... Endurance... and Understanding
had reached the Level of Conscious Evolution
in which he is Aware as the Creator in Physical Form
and knows how to perfectly practise the Principles of Love.
Love... you see... or Understanding
is something that is learned by developing the Godseed you are
over many Incarnations
in which you are given the Opportunity
to love and to bloom into the Full Range of God Awareness.
God Awareness means
that you are Consciously Aware of the God or Creator you are
and can prove it... by doing so called Miracles
if you are so inclined.
This Love or Understanding... of a Master of Creation
naturally means that you are fully aware
that all Human Beings on Earth
are Students in a Cosmic School for Souls
from which All of Them eventually will graduate
and thus have no need to be saved.
In other words... you just love them... by leaving them be.
Now... when you have reached a State of Evolution
that even comes close
The Christ Consciousness Level
your Personality has a Tremendous Charisma and Attraction.
As a Matter of Fact... People hang around you by the Thousands
because you're oozing Love.
! You Are Absolutely Irresistible !
So... what else could be said about a Christ or a Buddha?
They are Love Personified
and they are loved to Pieces by People who understand them
and hated to Death by People who don't.
You could compare a Jesus The Christ
to a Human Being with the Combined Characteristics
a Mikhail Gorbachev... a David Copperfield... a Shirley Maclaine
an Oprah Winfrey... a Ralph Nader... a Red Skelton
a Nelson Mandela.
Anyway... a Man like Jesus The Christ
would look more like a Combination of the People above
than that he would as any of your Popes or Kings.
Popes or Kings
are the Representatives of People
a Buddha or a Christ is the perfect Incarnation
God the Creator in Human Form.
As a Matter of Fact
if a Christ would ever walk on Earth again
you would recognize this Great Individual immediately
by his Sphere or Aura of Greatness
because it would hang around him like a Cloud of Brilliance.
It's sometimes called the Buddha Field
and you could feel this Field or Aura a Mile away.
! People like that... are Absolutely Irresistible !
We know it as Charisma.
By the way
a Buddha or a Christ
could be Masculine as well as Feminine.
As a Matter of Fact... they are Androgynous
but for simplicity's sake they don a Male or Female Human Form.
However... very seldom do Masters come to Earth
in their full Glory
because it would be impossible to do or teach anything.
Some of them appear as wise old Men or Women
and they do the best they can with what they have to work with
and then disappear from the Scene of Action without Fuss.
Naturally... Masters appearing in their full Greatness
would be surrounded by a lot of silly People
who would want to touch them or be healed from their Miseries
by some kind of Miracle.
It would put all these People
on some kind of Cosmic Welfare System.
We are all here in order to learn how to follow or attain
The Christ Consciousness
and become a Miracle Doer ourselves.
! We are not here to follow Jesus !
! We are a Jesus !
this is my Description of a Master of Creation.
However... my Friend Gerardus
my Description is the Result of my Cosmic Imagination
for I have never been in direct Contact with a Buddha or a Christ
while I lived on Earth.
So... what these Infinite Souls or Masters look like on Earth
might be entirely different.
Please take this in Consideration.
Now... do you have any Questions... so far?
I said... yes I do... Judas.
Would it be possible that some of the People you mentioned
are really Masters
but we do not recognize them as such?
Well... Gerardus... I was expecting that Question
and here is my Answer.
! All of You are Masters already !
You see... the Master you are... or the Christ you are
is the Initiator or Creator
of all its Incarnations and Personalities.
So... what does that make you?
You are the Christ or Master trimmed down to the Size of Gerardus
in order to live a Lifetime or have an Experience in Matter
as a Human Being.
So... you as a Human Being are a Soul in Flesh
and the Creator
of the Physical or Matter World you live in.
In other words... you are the Creator or Christ
but you do not completely realize that you are the Creator
because it would spoil the Experiences that are needed
in order to be Gerardus.
You as a Soul have your Play or Dance in the Matter World
and while you play or dance
you create the Matter World as well as Gerardus.
That this is so... is what Gerardus is discovering.
The Christ You Are
a Creator and an Experiencer of its Creations.
Gerardus is One of your Living Creations
One of your Experiences.
Since you exist as Gerardus... proves
that you exist as the Creator or Christ who created Gerardus.
While God... is the Energy you create with.
However... from the Point of View of Gerardus
Time and Space are always lagging behind the Timeless Reality
in which Gerardus is a Master already!
Since Gerardus live in this Time and Space Environment
he is a Student of the Master he is.
All that is left to be done by Gerardus however
to enjoy his own Journey
because he already has arrived.
You as Gerardus are the Incarnation of the Soul You are
you as Gerardus have the Freedom
to make all kinds of Beautiful Deviations on this Journey
in order to follow your own Inclinations.
So... You... and your Soul are One
you as Gerardus are your own Boss and can do what you feel like.
Well... naturally you as Gerardus
you as a Specific Incarnation of the Christ You Are
have Guidelines in this Incarnation.
! Gerardus has been created for a certain Dance or Purpose !
Since you as the Master or Soul
you have certain Tasks... Responsibilities... or Purposes
that only can be fulfilled by Gerardus.
Gerardus knows this... because he is the Soul
and Gerardus is working on them
So... you as Gerardus
have a lot of Freedom to complete your Duties or Assignments
and in the mean time
you are Free to enjoy the given Talents.
In other words... you are Free
but your Freedom is limited by what you have to do
and by what you have been given.
So there are certain Things you can do and are inclined to do
and other Things are more or less out of reach for now.
Like becoming a World Famous Clown
like becoming the next President of the United Nations.
You have to be born into the right Circumstances
and strive for these lofty Positions straight from the Start.
This is not what you as the Creator had in Mind
when you created Gerardus.
You as the Soul or as the Christ wanted to become Gerardus
and well... as you know... you are!
! So... rejoice... and enjoy it !
As you know Gerardus... all kinds of Incarnations are needed
in order to finally Consciously Realize
that you are the Creator
and always have been in the first place.
The Incarnation or Interlude as Gerardus
The Play of the Creator You Are
Naturally... as long as you are Gerardus... you are more inclined
to feel like a Human Being
than you would be inclined to feel like the Creator.
Yet... You are your own Creator.
! You see Gerardus... Life is a Paradox !
It is a Paradox for a Human Being
but it is a simple Affair for a Son of God or Christ.
Temporarily you as the Creator have become Gerardus
and now that you are Gerardus
you are afraid... bewildered... and confused
because you are lost in your own Creation called Gerardus.
Sooner or later however... the Creator will pop out
and your Infinite Laughter will ring throughout the Universe.
! Your Greatness is an Absolute Fact !
So... to come back to your Question
Yes... all Human Beings are truly their Master in Disguise.
Their Master or Creator knows it
but Human Beings don't.
All of them have the Chance to discover this however
at any Time or Place
but most of them are just too busy doing something different.
They're all busy exercising their own Free Will
by doing what they feel like.
Be assured however
that the Christ or Creator they are... understands this.
They came to Earth in order to experience their Creation
and they're doing this in great Diversity.
This includes being a Dreamer or a Pope
or even a Thief... a Murderer... or a Child Molester.
Experiences are Experiences
Life or Creation includes All Things or Actions.
All of Us... in our own Way are fulfilling the Will of God.
! We are the very God and Creator doing it !
it's a Beautiful System... isn't it?
Well... it sure is Judas.
It is just that sometimes I get lost in my own Thoughts.
I wish I could understand it more clearly
or understand it from the Point of View of the Christ I am.
Are you able to see it from that Point of View Judas?
Not quite... Gerardus... not quite.
I am not... what I call a Full Blown Christ as yet... however
I have an easy access to many Teachers
that are on a Higher Level of Understanding than I am.
Regularly... I go to Classes and learn more about Life in a Body
and as soon as I have enough Theory again
I usually find a suitable Birth and practise what I have learned.
I am just as much a Student of Life as you are.
At the Moment... however
I am just a little closer to the front of the Classroom
and can hear and understand my Teachers easier.
You on the other Hand
have to put yourself in a Dream State
and do not have much control of who you're going to listen to.
However... for a Soul in Matter... you're doing Splendidly!
I'm amazed... at what I see you learn.
You see... Gerardus
before I entered your Dream Domain
I watched you for a very long Time to ascertain
that what I wanted to tell you is to your Benefit at this Time.
You see... my Friend
I do not just enter Anybody's Dream
and give them a Load of Metaphysical Malarkey.
However... with this... I do not mean to say
that you should totally accept what I am telling you now.
Just listen with an Open Mind
and consider what I say as a Possibility.
Do not accept what I say as an Infallible Truth.
! After all... I am not the Pope !
Anyway... Gerardus... I would now like to answer
the second Part of your Question.
with what is called the Jesus of Churchianity.
Well... if you understand the Discussion we've had up to now
you understand that the Jesus of Churchianity
is some kind of Fairy Tale Figure that did not exist
in Physical Reality.
Your Bible contains a lot of Wisdom
and at the same Time it contains a lot of Nonsense.
The Rumour is... that the Bible
is a Conglomeration of about Two Hundred Essays or Compositions
of which some are Deliberate Attempts
to control the Masses
and at the same Time educate them the best way possible.
By now... many of you have outgrown the Bible.
So... some of the Stories in the Bible
"The Poppycock of Churchianity"
that at one Time was meant to serve the Masses.
As you know... the Masses like to be deluded by Fairy Tales
and your Politicians still use the same Methods.
! Elect me... and I will save you !
I guess... the People that were the Church Fathers then
all have reincarnated now and are Politicians.
Anyway... I suggest... that Every Human Being
uses his own Mind up to its very Limits
and does not make up his Mind on what is True and what isn't
he knows how use his own Intuitional Knower.
Once you know how to do that
you are on your way to becoming a Light unto Yourself.
And that's what Life really is all about.
! Become a Light unto Yourself !
So... what was my Relationship with the Jesus of Churchianity?
In some of my previous Lifetimes
I was born into one of the Christian Religions
and I was told that this Figure on the Cross was my Saviour.
The Figure or Man on the Cross had died for my Sins.
The last time I was on Earth I was a Girl
and according to my Religion I was a pretty good Sinner.
I believed what I was told for a long Time
and finally by educating myself and starting to think for myself
I came to the Conclusion
that I was brainwashed by Innocent Parents
who were brainwashed by their Parents... and so on... and so on.
Anyway... eventually I outgrew my Christian Religion
and I have been on my own ever since.
I am a Free Soul... and one of my Personalities was called Judas.
At this Time I live my Infinite Life on this Side of Creation
according to the Will of God.
Which is the Will of the Entity I am
the Will of the Christ I am... as good as I can intuit it.
So... in a way... I am like the first Pope called Peter
and I deny the Jesus of Churchianity.
There never was a Man like that and there never will be
in the Minds of his Inventors and their Followers.
! Which really means... that this Man exists !
He exists in the Minds of his Followers.
The Jesus of Churchianity
what could be called a Mental or a Psychic Truth.
He is a Concoction in the Minds of Man.
However... as you so well understand Gerardus
we all come to Earth in order to experience our Creation
and we do not need any Saviours.
The Doors of Heaven were never closed
and the Fires of Hell were Scare Tactics to gain Power
over Innocent and Ignorant People.
However... all this turned out for the Good of Mankind
for it created Circumstances and Experiences
out of which you and I and many Others
have arisen to Levels of Understanding far beyond the Masses.
We are on Earth because of our own Free Will and Need
and until we have come to a Cosmic Understanding of Creation
we all are mislead by Lies
that are easily accepted because of our Ignorance.
By the way
there is nothing wrong with that.
We can only know Truth
after we have experienced all the Lies.
So... Gerardus... if you don't mind
I now would like to leave your Dream Domain
and in the mean Time I wish you the Best of Infinite Life.
Thank you for listening to my Story.
I leave you now... with the Kiss of Love.
I am Judas.
Before I could thank Judas... I was wide awake
Feelings of Goodness arose in my Heart.
Judas... he is a Beautiful Person.
I'm glad he entered my Dream.
I love him.
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